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vy;yhg; GfOk; my;yh`;Tf;Nf!

ghiytdj;jpy; Xh; ,ilad; ML Nka;j;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jhd; mg;NghJ me;j topapy; jdpahf te;j xU gpuahzp me;j ,iladplk;> ''vdf;F nuhk;gg; grpahf ,Uf;fpwJ. ehd; nfhz;L te;j czTfs; jPh;e;J tpl;ld. ehd; cdJ MLfspy; xd;wpypUe;J ghiy mUe;jl;Lkh?"" vd;W Nfl;lhh;.

mjw;f;F me;j ,ilad; $wpdhd;: ''MLfspd; v[khdd; ehd; my;yNt. v[khddpd; mDkjpapy;yhky; ehd; ghy;ju KbahJ. vdJ v[khdDf;F ,J vg;gbAk; njhpe;JtpLk;. Mth; ,jw;f;F rk;kjpf;f khl;lhh;.""

me;jg; gpuahzp vd;d nra;tjd;W Nahrpj;jhh;. mtUf;F ,d;ndhU Narid Njhd;wpaJ. mth; Nfl;lhh;: ''eP vdf;F Xh; Ml;il tpw;Wtpl;lhy; vd;d? cdJ v[khdd; Nfl;lhy; Xeha; vLj;Jr; nrd;Wtpl;lJ vd;W nrhy;yptpL. Xeha;fs; Ml;L ke;ijia jhf;FtJ rf[k;jhNd... eP mg;gbr; nra;jhy; vdJ grpiaAk; Nghf;fpaJ khjphp ,Uf;Fk;. cdf;Fk; gzk; fpilj;jJ khjphp ,Uf;Fk;.""

,ilad; me;jg; guahzpiag; ghh;j;J cWjpahfr; nrhd;dhd;:''my;yh`; midj;ijAk; ghh;j;Jf; nfhz;bUf;fpwhd;. mtDf;F vy;yhk; njhpAk;.""

,jidf; Nfl;l me;jg; gpuahzp ,t;thW $wpdhh;:'',e;jr; rKjhaj;jpy; cd;id khjphp kf;fs; ,Uf;Fk; tiu Ml;Lf;Fl;bfis Xeha;fs; jpd;dhJ.""

me;j ,ilaDf;Fj; njhpahJ mtd; Ngrpf;nfhz;bUe;jJ mkPUy; K/kpdPd; ckh; gpd; fj;jhg;(uyp) mth;fSld; vd;W.

me;j Ml;biladpd; gjpy; ajhh;j;jkhdJ: ,ay;ghdJ. Mk;! My;yh`;it vg;nghOJk; jdJ ,jaj;jpy; Ve;jp ,Ug;gtUf;F ,g;gbj;jhd; ajhh;j;jkhf gjpy; tUk;.

Mdhy;> ,d;W Ml;Lf;Fl;bfis Xeha;fs; jpd;fpd;wd. K];ypk; cyfpy; Coy; vd;gJ rh;t rhjhuzkhfptpl;lJ. Vd; ,e;j epiy? ek;kpy; ngUk;ghNyhh; my;yh`;tpd; epidit tpl;Lk; J}ukhfptpl;Nlhk;. My;yh`;tpd; epidTjhd; ghtj;ijAk;> CoiyAk; tpl;Lk; ghJfhf;Fk; Nflak;!

,e;j tho;f;ifg; gazj;ijj; jpUf;Fh;Md; ,t;thW tpsf;Ffpd;wJ:

kdpjNd! eP cd; ,iwtdplk; nry;Yk;tiuapy; (ed;ikNah> jPikNah gy Ntiyfspy; <Lgl;Lf;)f\;lj;Jld; Kaw;rp nra;Jnfhz;Nl ,Uf;fpd;wha;. Gpd;dh;(kWikapy;) mtid eP re;jpf;fpd;wha;.

my;yh`;it vg;nghOJk; epidT $h;e;J ,Ug;gtd;> mtd; NghFkplk; Fwpj;J vg;nghOJk; xU fz; itj;jpUg;ghd;. ,e;jg; gazk; fbdkhdJ.,jd; topapypUe;J ek;ik jpir jpUg;Gtjw;f;F> ekJ ,yl;rpaj;ij rpjwbg;gjw;f;F> ekf;F gy FWf;F topfs; ,Uf;fpd;wd.

i\j;jhDk; ,r;irfSk; ek;ik ekJ ,yl;rpaj;jpypUe;J jlk; gpwo gfPujg; gpuaj;jdk; nra;J nfhz;Nl ,Uf;fpd;wd.

Mdhy; vg;nghOJk; c\huhd> Gj;jp rhypahd kdpjd; jhd; mila Ntz;ba ,yf;if Nehf;fpNa jdJ ghh;itia itj;jpUg;ghd;. ,td;jhd; my;yh`;it vg;NghJk; epidT $h;e;J nfhz;bUg;ghd;.

thdq;fs; G+kpapd; gilg;gpYk;> ,uT gfypd; khw;wj;jpYk;>mwpTilNahUf;F epr;rakhfg; gy mj;jhr;rpfspUf;fpd;wd. (mwpTila),j;jifNahh;>(jq;fs;) epiyapYk;> ,Ug;gpYk;> gLf;ifapYk; my;yh`;itNa epidj;J> thdq;fs; G+kpapd; gilg;igg; gw;wpr; rpe;jpj;J> ''vq;fs; ,iwtNd> eP ,tw;iw tPZf;fhfg; gilj;Jtpltpy;iy. eP kpfj; J}atd;.(euf)neUg;gpd; NtjidapypUe;J vq;fis eP ,ul;rpg;ghahf!""

,e;j epidT $h;jy; (jpf;Ujhd;) xU tpRthrpapd; gyk;. XU `jP]; Fj;]papy; my;yh`; $Wfpd;whd;: ''vdJ mbahd; vd;id epidf;Fk; tiu ehd; mtDld; ,Uf;fpd;Nwd;.""

,jdhy;jhd; jpf;Uf;Fk;> gpw mky;fSf;Fk; ,ilapy; xU tpj;jpahrk; Vw;gLj;jg;gl;s;sJ vy;yh NeuKk; ehk; mky;fs; nra;J nfhz;bUf;fj;Njitapy;iy. Mdhy; mJ Fwpj;J vr;rhpf;ifahf ,Uf;f Ntz;Lk;. jpf;iug; nghUj;jtiu ehk; vy;yh Neuj;jpYk; mjidr; nra;a Ntz;Lk;.

my;yh`;tpd; J}jh; K`k;kj;(]y;) mth;fs; $wpdhh;fs;: ''Rth;fj;jpy; Eiogth;fs; mth;fsJ tho;tpy; vd;d nra;jJ Fwpj;Jk; ftiyg;gl khl;lhh;fs;. Mdhy; my;yh`;tpd; epidit tpl;Lk; jtph;j;jpUe;j fzq;fisf; Fwpj;J kl;Lk; ftiyg;gLthh;fs;.""

my;yh`;it ehk; fhz KbahJ mtd; ,Ug;gij ek;khy; czuf;$l KbahJ. mg;gbapUf;f ehk; vg;gb my;yh`;it epidT$h;tJ? ,jw;F tpilfs; cs;sd.

Kjyhtjhf> ehk; mtdJ gilg;Gfisg; ghh;f;fpd;Nwhk;. mJ mtdJ epidit Vw;gLj;Jk;. ehk; NkNy Rl;bf;fhl;ba #uh My ,k;uhdpd; trdKk; ,ijNa Fwpg;gpLfpd;wJ. ,d;Dk; ,Nj khjphp Vuhskhd trdq;fs; jpUf;Fh;Mdpy; vs;sd.

,e;j gpugQ;rj;jpd; moif ehk; ve;j msTf;F $h;e;J ftdpf;fpNwhNkh me;j msTf;F ekf;F mtdJ epidTfs; Vw;gLk;.

xU rpwpa tpij G+kpay; Kisf;f Ntz;Lnkd;why; mjw;F vj;jid Kaw;rpfs; Jy;ypakhfj; Njitg;gLfpd;wd!

kpfTk; rpf;fy; tha;e;j> tphpe;J nfhz;Nl nry;fpd;w ,e;jg; gpugQ;rk; xU rpwpa jtW $l epfohky; ,aq;FtJ me;j ty;Nyhdpd; mrhj;jpa Mw;wyhy; my;yth? ,e;jg; gpugQ;rj;jpd; xt; nthU rJu mbAk; me;j ty;Nyhdhk; my;yh`;tpd; kfpikiaNa Rl;bf; fhl;Lfpd;wJ.

'Myk;" vd;gJ cyfk; vd;gjd; mugpg; gjk;.,e;j 'Myk;" vd;gjd; Ky;r nrhy; ',y;k;" vd;gjhFk;.',y;k;"vd;why; fy;tp>mwpT>Qhdk; vd;W nghUs;.

Mk;! 'Myk;" vd;w ,e;j cyfk; cz;ikahd Qhdkhfpa my;yh`;it mwpjy; vd;gjpNyNa KbfpwJ.Jujp\;ltrkhf Nkiy ehl;L ehfhpfk; tpQ;Qhdj;jpy; Kd;Ndw;wkie;j nghOJ>mq;Fs;sth;fs; ,e;j Qhdj;ij kwe;jdh;.

,ijj;jhd; my;yh`; jPUf;Fh;Mdpy; ,g;gbf; Fwpg;gpLfpd;whd;:

(,t;thNw)thdq;fspYk; G+kpapYk; vj;jidNah mj;jhl;rpfs; ,Uf;fpd;wd.mtw;wpd; Kd; mth;fs;(mDjpdKk;)nry;fpd;wdh;.vdpDk; mth;fs; mtw;iw(r;rpe;jpf;fhJ)Gwf;fzpj;Nj tpLfpd;wdh;.

(my;Fh;Md; 12:105)

K];ypk; tpQ;QhdpfSf;F KO Kjy; flik vd;dntdpy;>,e;j my;yh`;it mwpjy; vd;Dk; Qhdj;ij tpl;Lk; tpyfp ,Wf;fpd;w mQ;Qhdj;ij xopg;gjhFk;.

,e;jg; gpugQ;rj;ij xUtd; fz;zhwg; ghh;j;J> ']{g;`hdy;yh`;"(my;yh`; kpfg; ghpRj;jkhdtd;) vd;W $wpdhy; mJjhd; Qhdk;.

my;yh`;it ehk; fhzhky; ,Uf;f>mtid vg;gb epidT $h;tJ vd;w Nfs;tpapd; Kjy; tpilia NkNy ghh;j;Njhk;.,dp ,uz;lhtJ tpilf;F tUNthk;.

,uz;lhtjhf>my;yh`;tpd; mUis ehk; epidj;Jg; ghh;f;fpd;Nwhk;.,e;j cyfpy; xU fzj;jpw;F mtd; nra;j mUSf;fhf ehk; tho;ehs; KotJk; ed;wp nrYj;jpdhYk; jfhJ.,g;nghONj ghUq;fs;.ePq;fs; ,e;j thpiag; gbj;Jf;nfhz;bUf;fpwPh;fs;.,jpy; mr;rplg;gl;Ls;s vOj;Jf;fis ekJ fz;fs; thrpf;fpd;wd.ekJ %is ehk; thrpj;j mr;rp;lg;gl;l vOj;Jfis mjw;f;F jf;fthW fpufpj;J>mh;j;jKs;s thf;fpaq;fshf khw;Wfpd;wd.

ehk; mjid Ghpe;J nfhs;tjw;f;F mikjpahd kdk; Njitg;gLfpd;wJ.ekf;F NghJkhd NeuKk; Njitg;gLfpwJ.,jpy; vJTNk ekJ jahhpg;G ,y;iy.vy;yhk; mtd; nray;!

Xt;nthU ehSk; ekf;Fg; NghJkhd czT fpilf;fpwJ. ehk; me; j czTj;jahhpg;ig nfhQ;rk; rpe;jpj;Jg; ghh;f;f Ntz;Lk;.me;j czTj; jahhpg;Gf;F vj;jid jhdpaq;fs; Njitg;gLfpd;wd>rikay; nra;a Ntz;Lk;>cz;z Ntz;Lk;>mJ nrhpf;f Ntz;Lk; vj;jid gzpfs;!

,g;gbr; rpe;jpj;JdUk; nghOJ mtd; ,JTk; my;yh`;tpd; mj;jhr;rpahFk; vd;Wzh;e;J 'my;`k;Jypy;yh`;" (vy;yhg;GfOk; my;yh`;Tf;Nf!)vd;W nrhy;fpwhd;.

']{g;`hdy;yh`;">'my;`k;Jypy;yh`;">'my;yh`{mf;gh;" - ,itfnsy;yhk; my;yh`;tpd; jpf;UfshFk;.,itfis cr;rhpg;J vd;gJ ehTnra;Ak; jpf;U.,itfisg; Ghpe;J nfhs;tJ vd;gJ kdk; nra;Ak; jpf;U.,e;j ,uz;LNk mjpfk; tpUk;gj;jf;fitahFk;.,e;j ,uz;Lk; xd;iwnahd;W typAUj;Jfpd;wd.ehT jpf;iu jpUk;gj; jpUk;gr; nrhy;y mJ ,jaj;jpd; Moj;jpy; gjpe;J nfhz;NlapUf;fpwJ.

,itapuz;Lk; tho;f;ifg; gazj;jpy; ehk; NghFk; ,lj;ij Nehf;fp ekJ ghh;itiar; nrYj;jpf;nfhz;Nl ,Uf;fpd;wd.

,itfs; my;yh`;NthL ekJ cwitg; gyg;gLj;jTk; cjTfpd;wd.,jd; Kyk; ekJ kdJf;F mikjp fpilf;fpd;wd.jPikiar; nra;Ak; J}z;Ljy;fspypUe;J ek;ikg; ghJfhf;fpd;wd.

my;yh`;it ehk; xU ehs; re;jpj;Njahf Ntz;Lk; vd;W cWjpahf ek;gp>mjidNa epidj;Jf; nfhz;bUg;gtd;>me;j Neuk; tUk;NghJ tpuf;jpaila khl;lhd;:tprdg;glkhl;lhd;.

/fhypj; nga;f;

ed;wp:Impact International,Feb 1997

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